bismillah.
ya rasanya rasa hormat aku pada dia bertambah. lately, sangat bertambah. dia lain. sangat lain. ke, atau aku je yang tak kenal ramai orang macam dia? heh.
dia yang pada mulanya aku agak kecewa, dan aku tak nampak kezahiran dengan apa yang dia katakan.
dan makin lama, kekecewaan tu hilang, dan diganti dengan kekaguman, yang tak semua orang boleh jadi macam dia ( atau macam diorang? ).
sungguh. aku kagum. dan kadang, terpukul? heh.
malam tadi iftar dengan classmates. pegi KLCC. buka depan colourful fountain .terawih kat masjid KLCC. sumpah awesome. pegi balik stesen U jalan kaki. dan nampak sangat ukhuwah tu makin erat dan aku harap, akan terus erat. semua orang terberheti bila izul tak turun dari tangga, takut tersesat masuk lane line. dan semua orang sangat-sangat panik bila tiba-tiba sedar yang farah takde dengan kitorang. masa tu jugak ammar baru nak interpret which one is farah hanna ( pun boleh haha). gelak campur lega kitorang semua bile heidi point out his finger dan cakap 'tulah diaaaaaa,'. and we were like, 'fuhhhhh, ingat tertinggal,' haha.
first quantum, may we be blessed :) aku sayang korang. Allah terima kasih untuk ini. syukur. alhamdulillah :')
melihat dunia dengan kaca mata, berbeza, bertambah beza
Wednesday 31 July 2013
Sunday 14 July 2013
three weeks to go
bismillah.
three weeks to go? kenapa tiga minggu? coz i know i wont spend much on the eid's week. its family bonding time. and much, its home. home is where, if possible, i dont want to face the books. facebook is okay. hihi
but as dr. fakhrul said, "biar studi gila babas," eheh. he was once a pasumian, physical's . but he felt the same thing like us. the same depression to get a's. the same tiredness to catch up all those things. though it was 12 years ago, but yeah, not much things are distinct.
and as he said again, "time flies, guys,"
yeah. time. flies.
its not even moving. its not even running.
its flying.
how i wish i can turn to the first week of MHS, and started the first lecture of biology, followed by the next lectures, focus in the class, up to date with all the notes and tutorials and extra readings, managed to finished those homework on time. and the thing i wish the most, i do really really hope, i can catch up all the lectures on time; up to date.
really. i am. the last wish. i do really hope it will come true.
*sigh*
this is my first time having a depression like this. extremely dipress. yang sampai kau tak tau nak buat yang mana dulu dah. yes i know it was my bad. dulu. sebulan yang lalu. sebulan yang lalu. it was my bad. and now, im facing the impacts. this fast. sebulan je. really.
masa zaman spm tak macam ni pun. paling kurang kalau aku stress, sabtu malam ahad atau masa esoknya cuti, malam tu kitorang akan tengok movie sama-sama, buat mega maggi, dan melalak satu dorm. dan lupakan semua homework, dan tido.
kat sini takde. sungguh. orang lain semua okay sebab diorang sistematik. i feel like imma the dummiest among all. serious talk. dekat dalam kelas, semua memang faham gila kot. aku je buat muka blank apa semua.
its something new. suasana yang sangat baru.
ambil ibrah dari pertengahan sem satu ni.
dan ya, dalam hati ni sentiasa berdoa, kalau ini caranya untuk aku jadi hamba yang lebih matang, maka aku redha. ujian ramadhan.
aku rasa membazir masa updating this rambling.
three weeks to go? kenapa tiga minggu? coz i know i wont spend much on the eid's week. its family bonding time. and much, its home. home is where, if possible, i dont want to face the books. facebook is okay. hihi
but as dr. fakhrul said, "biar studi gila babas," eheh. he was once a pasumian, physical's . but he felt the same thing like us. the same depression to get a's. the same tiredness to catch up all those things. though it was 12 years ago, but yeah, not much things are distinct.
and as he said again, "time flies, guys,"
yeah. time. flies.
its not even moving. its not even running.
its flying.
how i wish i can turn to the first week of MHS, and started the first lecture of biology, followed by the next lectures, focus in the class, up to date with all the notes and tutorials and extra readings, managed to finished those homework on time. and the thing i wish the most, i do really really hope, i can catch up all the lectures on time; up to date.
really. i am. the last wish. i do really hope it will come true.
*sigh*
this is my first time having a depression like this. extremely dipress. yang sampai kau tak tau nak buat yang mana dulu dah. yes i know it was my bad. dulu. sebulan yang lalu. sebulan yang lalu. it was my bad. and now, im facing the impacts. this fast. sebulan je. really.
masa zaman spm tak macam ni pun. paling kurang kalau aku stress, sabtu malam ahad atau masa esoknya cuti, malam tu kitorang akan tengok movie sama-sama, buat mega maggi, dan melalak satu dorm. dan lupakan semua homework, dan tido.
kat sini takde. sungguh. orang lain semua okay sebab diorang sistematik. i feel like imma the dummiest among all. serious talk. dekat dalam kelas, semua memang faham gila kot. aku je buat muka blank apa semua.
its something new. suasana yang sangat baru.
ambil ibrah dari pertengahan sem satu ni.
dan ya, dalam hati ni sentiasa berdoa, kalau ini caranya untuk aku jadi hamba yang lebih matang, maka aku redha. ujian ramadhan.
aku rasa membazir masa updating this rambling.
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